absent myself frm school today
reason: sick.
irritating & ticklish throat + bad cough = high fever again & throat infection
fcuk.
im sick to be sick
7 years straight jack sia in & out off hosp
2001-2007
2008?
duno wen
doc poke needle here poke there = not pain ready
da biase!
sigghh~

dont believe?
go check kkh & cgh to check my records
sec1 & sec2 - kk
sec3 till last last year - cgh

after 1 sickness go another will come
boring!
yea im famous for fainting in bds!
haha
wenever there's an ambulance in school
the teachers will know who esp e ones who's always in e office!

1st was chest pain - case close (2001-2005)
2nd was watery intestine - case close (2006-2006)
3rd was breast cancer - case close (2006 - 2007)
4th was gastrict ulser (can be cancerous if it get worse) & blood infection (2007 - till now)
still under observation for 1 more month.

see! im actaully not a healthy person
dont mistook me for a healthy person aites!
u'll be totally wrong!

sometimes i do ask myself why must it be me..
to go through all this
must i go tru all these in my entire life?

my teachers/friends in ite dont believe me!
they say i suka-suka ponteng school
they dont even know how i feel

i cant blame them either

at 1st bf also dont believe me till last year
wen i was admitted for e 2nd time
den he came down to accompany me for a night
& coincidentally e doc was taking 7 bottles of my blood
& he ask e doc..
wala!
e doc told him all & he started to believe (:
so..
must i do e same for u teachers/friends?

all i can do is pray to Allah
ask Him to make me strong &
free me from all sickness (:

k enuff said!
i visited unkle fahmy juz now
he was looking ubber pale after the op.
im glad that e op was success!

so unkle..
please have enuff rest wen u r discharge ok!
dont be to hyper/fanatic
wait all ur stitches terbukak baru tao!

kla i wane have an early nite
dis throat is ubber irritating!
done!

btw..
i miss u bacin!
(:




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